I’m Like In My Sensual Energy Right Now…
Growing up, I was always told how to act, what not to do, what I should do, by not only my mother but the world around me. The societal beauty standards that the world breeds is beyond un realistic and so unfair.
Dont speak unless spoken to
Dont be smart but dont be dumb
Dress nicely but dont show too much skin
Lose some weight and you’ll be prettier
Dont give it all away but make sure you’re keeping him interested
Cross your legs when you sit
Wear shorts under your skirts and dresses
For the longest time I have been afraid of experiencing my own sensuality and expressing that openly to society., On a basic level I crave to show myself to the world, no bullshit just the raw energy of being in that sensual feminine energy. On some level I was afraid of being judged for showing my body, for fully taking my power back over my body and sensuality. But fuck that. I am a Devine woman who has lived, loved, and lost. Life is wayyy too fucking short to allow anyone else to dictate your energy.
One thing I've been integrating into my life is that this life of mine is for me. Everything I do, the choices I make, the relationships I have are all for the better of me. And they last however long they last.
So long story short, live your fucking life, be happy, and embrace your energies and love yourself.
Love,
Cassie