Summer 2023
I swear this summer has both flown by and while I crave the fall it’s almost bitter sweet. I’ve enjoyed these last few slower months to just hang out with my kids and figure out what I want. How to bring the love and creativity more into my business. I’ve slept in, woke up lazily, slowed down the rush of every day and really just really be in the moment. I’ve played in the studio, painted and completely redid the studio! To say it was amazing was an understatement!
Typically I loathe summers lol me and heat do not get along. I’m usually cranky little bitch when hot, but it hasn’t been too bad this summer. But honestly, it’s been nice. Spending the mornings outside soaking in the sunshine, and the evenings listening to the world slowing down… I think I just might miss this summer. The memories have been healing to my inner teenager. From playing soccer on Sundays and playing in the very cool tin tub I scored, or the nights of self reflection. So while I’m happy for the season to change, I feel like im losing something here. There’s that little emotional pang when I think of school starting up or when I know I am about to be insanely busy, im just soaking the last little bit of that summer magic as I can.
This series of images I photographed in the tin tub was honestly so much more than I thought it would’ve been! Typically when I get visions of sessions I want to do, they dont usually come out as good as they are in my head lol so to have this one really come to life and embody that summer sadness concept I was so fucking happy. I channeled my inner Lana Del Rey and wanted these to look kinda trailer park esc mixed with some vintage Hollywood. I think it turned out pretty dope, also have you ever just had your titties out in your back yard?! If not you should try it, it’s actually a whole ass experience! And if you have a pool, skinny dip in that shit! lol live your life and make that shit fun. That’s been my goal lately, finding the fun in my life. Playing childlike games, laughing, and just playing.
So while i’ll miss being able to lounge in the pool nude at night, I am so excited for all the amazing shit coming this fall! Because you guys dont even know the half of it! I cannot wait to bring ya’ll along my journey in life. Plus I kinda love writing these, I love that ya’ll get to see inside my brain and see how it would be having a conversation with my ADHD ass lol Anyways…
I’m here if you ever need anything ✨🫶
